Promise to myself

Some of my courses just started this week, but already confused to decide which course i should take. At first, i register for the course "Programming Language Concept" and really looking forward for it, but after visited the first lecture, it wasnt that interesting i think. Because i already knew most of the material, at least the material of the first lecture. So, i decided to quit that course. Then, go looking for 2 other courses, but if i really take that 2 courses, maybe it would be really too much for me. I must prepare myself to be busy at least in 2 months from now on. I must forget my weekend, i think i have to spend all of my time in study if i really take that 2 courses. However, i really want to take that 2 courses, and to keep myself busy, so that i can use my time wisely, really dont want to waste my time again. I have wasted too much time, i should be graduated already if i am really serious in study. It's not that i dont have the ability to finish all the courses, but however i realized that in these past times, i always try to avoid all the difficult courses, always choose the easy one. Thats why i always ended dropping most of my courses, so it takes a long time for me to finish my study. It's not like the real BUDI, that has won, that was always the best one in the class from elementary until high school, that always got the 1st ranking, and that always took an action instead of just talking about it. Actually, i dont want to write about my achievement from the past, but i dont have any choice, i just want it to be my reminder, so that if i am lazy or try to avoid all of the problems again, then i can come back and read what is written here, to motivate myself again. So, for my followers or someone who reads this blog, hope you can understand, but i think there are not that many people that read my blog, so i can just write what is in my mind. :)

But if there is someone that really read this blog, hope you can see the new BUDI from now on, who isnt a coward again and not trying to avoid problems, but the new one that will go, take the responsibility, and solve all of the problems wisely. 

Never avoid problems, because we cannot solve problems by avoiding them. Just believe in ourselves, then all of the problems can be solved. Don't be trapped in our comfort zone, get out from there.